Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Kebetulan Lagi

Assalamualaikum

Jam menunjukkan hampir 12 minit malam. Sambil menunggu ayah di entrance bp mall, kulihat sebuah kenderaan proton wira i guess, meluncur laju di hadapanku. Tiba-tiba penumpang di belakangnya kulihat mengangkat tangan dan melambai, tak tahu kepada siapa ia ditujukan. Aku mula mengamati penumpang lelaki tersebut. Beberapa saat kemudian,

Eh, Shhaaakaaannngg! Aku menjerit. Ibu terkejut lalu menegurku, adus malu terjerit  di hadapan pengunjung yang berada di situ. Kemudian aku melihat shakang terus menurunkan tangannya serta-merta dan berpaling daripada melihatku. Kurang asam budak sorang ni! Kau malu la tu dapat kawan mcm aku duk terjerit-jerit tak tentu pasal. Dannngg kenapa la perangai aku ni tak berubah duk terjerit-jerit kalau jumpa kawan-kawan. Teruja! Hahaha yaaa sekali lagi, kebetulan itu berlaku lagi. 

Kalau dah namanya duk satu daerah, possibility nak terjumpa memang tinggi. Shakang, shakang, kenapalah banyak-banyak tempat mesti engkau yang aku jumpa, dan kenapa mesti di bp mall, dan kenapa mesti aku memalukan diri aku lagi sebagai seorang gadis feminin yang mempunyai aura jerit yang membunuh? Haih -.-

Thursday, August 9, 2012

Serangan Mengejut (!)

Dunia semakin kelam dari sudut penglihatanku.
Kepalaku berdenyut-denyut.
Aduh berat sungguh serangan ini.
Aku gagahkan diri menaiki tangga. 
Sampai di separuh tangga, badanku mula goyah
Aku mula merangkak-rangkak
Terberhenti aku di pertengahan perjalanan
Aku melentokkan kepalaku ke dinding, beristirehat sebentar.
Ku jaga langkahku agar tak didengari sesiapa.
Blueekkkk bau perit yang memualkan tapi tiada apa yg terkeluar
Sampai di tangga terakhir aku cepat-cepat merangkak ke bilik.
Aku rebah di hujung katil di dalam kubikel ini.
Kepala terus berdenyut dan perutku mula meragam.

ARRRRRGGGHHHH aku tak tahan!

Aku terpaksa berlari ke ruang istirehat itu.

Lega, kesakitan dapat sikurangkan sebentar.
Hmmm tu lah padahnya makan dua pinggan masa berbuka tadi.
Makan tak hengat dunia, itulah penangannya! teeheeee

# Harini belajar masak Macaroni cheese dgn Makcik
Bila Macaroni cheese + Kambing bakar + Fries, inilah padahnya (huh!)

Monday, August 6, 2012

My Hot Holiday Destinations (Insyallah)

Assalamualaikum


Teringat perbualan tengah hari yang lalu bersama Makcik Dayang di dalam bilik, sambil menujah-nujah biji angin di dalam tapak kakinya. Girl's talk. (A woman and a girl actually :p)

N : Makcik, banyak-banyak negara yang makcik dah pergi, mana paling best?
M : Ikut la. kalau nak relax-relax je, pergi New Zealand best, kalau nak shopping pergi UK atau US best, kalau nak tenang, taknak risau apa-apa, pergi Paris. kat situ tak payah risau pun kalau nak jalan-jalan. Malam pun tenang je, cantik. Tak mcm Bangkok, takut nak jalan.
N : ( ternganga dan mengiyakan) Kalau Middle East pulak?
M : Oh Makcik baru pergi Dubai je.
N : Ooo. Akak teringin nak pergi Istanbul,Turki.
M : Oh tu best. Kat sana cantik. banyak bangunan lama-lama and siapa yang suka Istana bolehla pergi sana. Egypt pun okay. Cantik.

Hati tersedu-sedan. 
Pernah juga aku mengadu hal ini kepada ibu. Ibu kata takpe, belajar rajin-rajin esok dh besar kumpul duit sendiri boleh pergi mana-mana yang kita nak. Tapi kena ingat tempat pertama yang mesti pergi sebelum negara lain, adalah Mecca. buat umrah dulu. ada rezeki dapatkan haji muda- muda. Aku angguk dan bersetuju. Baik Ibu.

Dua puluh tahun hidup, belum pernah lagi saya memijak tanah selain tanah air sendiri. Even adik-adik pun dah pernah pijak at least Singapore. I love to travel around the world, tapi semua itu hanya mimpi dan angan-angan yang tidak pasti. Doakan saya murah rezeki yang halal dan dikurniakan usia yang panjang utk menapak di bumi Allah yang luas ini. Insyallah.

15 Hot Holiday Destinations :
1.Mecca- the land itself. (must!)
2.Korea - Nami, Jeju Island, Seoul (must!)
3.Istanbul - the legacy of Roman, Byzantine and Ottoman empires. Hagia Sophia!(must!)
4.Egypt (ancient egypt) - the pyramids of Giza, (Alexandria,Cairo,the Nile)
5.New York,USA - shopping paradise T_T
6.The Wax Museum
7.Old Trafford,Manchester,The Stonehenge,Wiltshire and several regions of UK
8.The Seine and Eiffel Tower, Paris- river cruise at night, the city of fashion,romance and food!
9.Venice, Italy
10.Queenstown, NZ
11.Bandung, Medan,Bali Indonesia
12.Sydney,Australia - the nightlife lover!
13.Granada,Spain
14.Pulau Hantu, Universal Studio, Underwaterworld,Night Safari, Singapore
15.Karambunai, Perhentian Island,Legoland, Hello Kitty Town, Malaysia. (must!!)

Penuh angan-angan dan impian,
Nurul :')


Friday, August 3, 2012

Syukur Dengan Nikmat-Nya

Assalamualaikum

Hlovate says, sometimes when things got hard,play ABC. List down the things that make you smile that start with your favorite/random alphabet. I chose 'S' : Syukur!

So yeah as we all know, the final examination result for this semester has come out. How's mine? interested to know? no worries i wouldn't tell you guys. bhahha. it's hard to say. yeah Alhamdulillah i did pass all of the subjects. But somehow it's pretty sad because things didn't turn out the way i expected them to be but in other side i'm quite happy because my Grade point average for this current semester has increased about 0.05. Literally, I am pretty sure people might think it is small in number, but as for me, it gives a big impact for my personal achievement. Thanks to Allah. I accept it, insyallah

I kinda feel envy and pressured melihat rakan-rakan lain yang share their happiness by having such good and excellent results especially yg Dean's list. Hanya boleh tengok dari tepi dan korek gigi je.(evil grin). but for us (most of us), by passing in all subjects, that feels kind of good and satisfactory. Such a dime a dozen huh.As those subjects are pre-requisite and once you failed, you can't take the other one for the next semester. Hence, we're much aware of these situations and we have to take the ugly truth whatever it is. Being a Dean's list student is a bonus. The exaggerated encapsulation. (LOL!) 

No la, someone told me ' do not expect things to roll over, if you dont deliver'. thus the're only two ways of looking at things if you want to do something about your life, either you find and maintain the fire to light the fuse or just keep on making excuses (self reflect :P).  i made mistakes and i know i still have a time to change it radically before it's  too late. Hopefully Ayah and Ibu will proud of me as they did before. I know they always keep silence on it. Shame on me.Sorry Ibu, Ayah for keep worrying you guys with my so called 'zon selesa' result. I won't easily give up, I'll keep fighting. Insyallah. 


For all uitm students ( any course), congratulations on your excellent results. and for my fellow friends and sisters, never give up and be strong okay! being failure is not a crime. We had a great moment together and we'll do better for the next semester. Believe me ( you-know-who-you-are),you're only a failure if you allow yourself to think so,no? Meanwhile, Nabi Musa and Asiah failed to convince Firaun utk beriman, Nabi Nuh failed to get his son to be with him masa nak naik bahtera time banjir besar tu and Rasulullah failed to convince Abu Talib mengucap syahadah, and they too have failures. And they never really did stop trying for the better! Just ingat ini adalah ujian dan dugaan dari Tuhan supaya kita lebih berusaha dan tidak alpa dengan-Nya. Apa-apa pun thanks for my lovelies (parents, family, lecturers and friends) di atas doa yang telah di panjatkan. Syukur. And please jangan berhenti mendoakan saya. Next semester dengan subject yg lebih dry and tough : Equity and Trust, Admin law, Criminal Law, Land Law(-.-), Bel speech comm, Korean and Elective subject (plan to take Law and Morality) oh yeah plus the new 'jurus' for Karate. All the best, Nughul!


So i'm eager to know berapa ramai yang still/dapat DL for this semester. if last sem only 9/300+, what about the 2nd semester? 

The past is not always meant to be forgotten, it is meant to be lessons well learned.