Salam.
Today wasn't a great day.
What a gloomy day for me after having my final exam paper for intro to law II.
I wish that may God bless me.
and I'm waiting for that miracle.
Allah is The Mighty one.
God, please save my life, You're my Saviour.
Yeah, that's what human always do.Me too. Seeking for the True One after regretting for something that is important for them. but why must now? Do we realize on it?
However, that's not the main point.
The main point is yesterday i received a dakwah-thingy message after for a long time. Yes for the long time i didn't get any of them. and i feel like waahhh terharu and that's make me feel something that i had never feel it for the long time. its nothing but i can feel something. wooahh see i couldn't express my feelings through words.
message itu berbunyi begini :
[Saidatina Aisyah r.a pernah berpesan, " sebaik baik wanita adalah yang tak memandang dan dipandang. jangan kau merasa bangga, kecantikanmu dikejar jutaan lelaki, itu bukan kemulian bagimu, tapi adalah satu penghinaan, jika kau berasa bangga, kau menyamakan dirimu dengan pasir dipantai,yg boleh dipijak dan dimiliki sesiapa sahaja, dimana seorg pengemis pun mampu memilikinya, tp jika kamu menganggapnya sbgai satu musibah pada dirimu, kau telah menyamakan dirimu setanding mutiara zabarjad,yang hanya mampu dimiliki penghuni syurga"]
okay. see kalau girls girls yg rasa dy super duper hot baca bende ni, agak agak apa yg diorg rasa eh? ok fine if i'm one of them, yes i do feel sentap gila kot. luckily, this is me.just an ordinary me. praise be to God. See, ada hikamahnya kan kita dilahirkan tidak sesempurna orang lain dari segi rupa. that's why Allah itu Maha Adil.So, for all my lovely sister,as Ummul Mukminin kita sendiri pun dah berpesan begitu, why should we/u feel like on the top of the world when someone said something that kan make u kembang kempis dada? Girls, u paham kan what do i mean? kalau tak shoot urself.
So, just bare in your mind that we/u shouldnt act like that or we may try not to act like that. Honestly, yes i do feel jealous with those preety and cutest girl in this world. but when i think about it deeply, external beauty will never long lasting. kerana ianya bukan hak mutlak kita dan sampai satu masa nikmat itu pasti akan ditarik balik. Eventhough i always feel self esteem terhadap diri sendiri, but i hope that day by day i can handle with it and for those preety girls and cutest girls, i hope that u guys tak kecil hati with me. i love u guys okay and i adore with ur preety and cute cute face, so jangan sia siakan kelebihan yang anda ada dan janganlah terlalu mengagungkannya kerana semua ini adalah pinjaman dari Dia sahaja.
Lastly, i thanked to my precious friend in the world, Hanan Hafiza for that message and hope that our friendship may be blessed by Him. salam ukhuwah, hanan.
but one thing, for the word "yang tak memandang", its quite fishy and i cant think much on it.
Nota maut :
1. kenapa masa begitu cemburu dengan manusia? memang tak paham betul lah.
2. dua minggu yang sangat busy disebabkan final exam. wish me luck.
3. kata kata ibarat pedang yang tajamnya menusuk lawan.
