Satu malam study week yang lalu, ada satu persoalan yang timbul dalam fikiran aku. Hal ini timbul setelah a man told my friend yang dia menjadi sangat gembira dan lebih bahagia setelah bertemu dengan sahabatku ini. then i asked her, how come a person boleh jadi seseorang yang boleh menggembirakan kamu di mana sampai ke tahap yang without him, you are happy, but with him you are the happiest person. it came a cross to my mind at that moment. so what about 'them'?
Later she replied, Nurul someday, you will feel the same way too if you meet 'him'. I shocked. Do i have to wait for that particular and uncertain day? or do i need someone else to be with so that i can feel the way they felt? i am happy now. having a good mother, a caring father, lovely brothers and sister give such a good and wonderful feeling. i never think what will happen to me in the future, without them. so whats the matter? i really really love them. and i really mean it. hence, do i need more? do i need anyone else? do i need any stranger in my life? it is somehow kinda irritating when you think that you gonna have someone else to set aside the love you have for your family. she continued that : yes, it is true that when you are with your family, you're happy but that happiness will have to be divided as it considers a group of people. but for the one yg ditakdirkan untukmu, the happiness that you gonna have will be the supreme and absolute one. and it is different.like daaaaa. eh memang at the end people will love someone more than others eh? unacceptable. bias! (-.-)
oh yaaaa, then what if the one who you used to love more than your family left you and then you meet another one, how would you evaluate the happiness and love? which one is the greater one. oh sometimes things can be shifted easily.
its hard to say.. maybe because i never experienced it. and now i keep thinking, one day, unintentionally nemo judex in causa sua will be applied to me. natural justice huh?
oh ya i remembered,
cintakan manusia, manusia akan mati, cintakan Tuhan kekal selamanya. its better kan.
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