Wednesday, December 28, 2011

A Haven in A Heartless World

Salam.
it has been awhile.
just a short entry.
pictures taken during family day/ gathering family at kota bharu kelantan
thanks to my family for the sweetest memories ever.
and that's why i put family first in any circumstances.
the concern and kindness from each of the family members help to strengthen our family bonding during these tough times. 
may our family relationship stay untarnished.












the winner of the game goes to 'abd rahman bin auf'




hurmmm happy to have them as a part of my life.
May God bless our family with love and respect for each other.

betul lah bak kata Joyce Brothers :
'when you look at your life, the greatest happinesses are family happinesses'

btw,gonna be very busy these three weeks.
final exam is just around the corner.
wish me luck.
i reall really want to get dean's list for  this semester.
and for the next semesters too.
hopefully, insyallah mumtaz :)


truly,
Miss Nurul a.k.a Mrs Kim >.<



Saturday, December 10, 2011

For the first time

this is not another twilight series
but he still  the same hot edward.
he sucked my blood. 
his eyes turned red and brighter.
i closed my eyes and whispered :
i hate your bad breath.
jacob please take me away.
 -____-

okay fine its LAME kan. haish. dalam kepala idea nak buat cerita gebang jumpa edward whatsoever. know what hari ni hari dalam sejarah akhirnya pergi menderma darah di pusat ko uitm shah alam with my girlpren, fynaz. hehehe akhirnya impian selama 19 tahun hidup menjadi kenyataan. its not a big deal for u guys i guess, but it was an awesome experience i got today as a human being, unless i have something to contribute. i'm from group O. i defined my self as O-orang baik. haha cause we're the universal donors. even even emm O boleh accept blood from the same group only. i know its hard but nak buat macam mana, it's the price to be Orang baik. hewhewhew. 


tahu tak memang experience sgt sebab rasa nervous sgt menguasai diri lagi2 bila tengok darah fynaz dah mengalir masuk tiub and then lebih nervous bila nurse tak jumpa urat darah nak cucuk and terpaksa pindah katil and tukar tangan * at that moment boleh terbayang oh hani in playful kiss* rasa mcm nak lari tapi tiba- tiba terdengar ada org bisik 'kalau kau lari kau penakut' hahaha. its just for a few minutes after dah kene cucuk semua it will be okay and tak rasa apa pun. neither nak rasa pengsan nor dizzy pun. okay saja. 


so i guess that's it. no idea nak cakap apa. selamat malam and selamat menderma darah bagi yg belum pernah menderma ;)





Monday, November 7, 2011

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha

Assalamualaikum

Akhirnya setelah hampir dua bulan barulah aku kembali ke kampung halaman. rayaaaaa! ceh padahal raya semalam. hehe. so hows your raya? mine? boleh tahan laa. baru berapa hari balik rumah mmg dapat rasakan kenaikan berat badan ni. haih habislah rutin senamrobik dah terganggu. walaupun raya tahun ni tak berapa nak meriah sbb semua tak balik, nasib baik ada alang and his family balik rumah kami! so dapatlah bergumbira. ibu n ayah macam biasa masak nasi himpit, sambal goreng and rendah. yg lain tak sempat nak buat sbb takde orang nak tolong *aku lee tu* hahaha kira okay la ada nasi ayam and lemang lagi. dah cukup banyak tu. tapi aku cuma larat 'menjamah' dua pinggan nasi ayam di pagi raya je. yang lain tak larat dah tong ni nak sumbat. btw, tahun ni alhamdulillah dapat solat aidiladha berjamaah di masjid. teruk kan, selama 19 tahun and that was the first time. takpa mudah-mudahan akan istiqamah. mana taknya every pagi raya ke tak raya ke mesti bangun lambat tu yg malas nak join. semalam pun aku jadi org terakhir yg bangun pagi and terus terkocoh kocoh mandi sbb bangun pukul 8 tapi start solat 8.30. nasib baik la masjid tu sekangkang kera je. thanks for bapis sebab dapat ikut trip kedua slpas ditinggalkan ayah, ibu n alang sbb lmbat sangat. haih. anak dara oh anak dara hoi.

tak mau cerita panjang just nak cerita yg raya aidiladha ni aku sgt bersemangat tau sbb balik rumah atuk tam dapat makan, rumah atuk cik dapat makan, rumah atuk long makaaaan lagi and last skali rumaah atuk teh pun makan lagi lagi kari ayam atuk teh yg sodaaaaap tu! nasiblah nak asyik kene ejek sbb tak pernah skip makan ttime beraya. alaaa balas dendam kot sbb kalau kat hostel tak leh makan macam tu :'(

btw, kalau tak this year should be kitorang raya kat kelantan tapi sebab cuti yg pendek and my sis and cousin ambil spm, so gathering will be on december nanti. sukaaaa even dah nak dekat final -.- see you guys nanti! selamat hari raya korban :DD

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Heartaches


Nurul, you have to move on. 
Reality bites...and doesn't let go.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Empty Decorations

I wake in the dark
With showers of life
Moments of emptiness around
Floating away
No other hope
Reality brings me

Into the ground
What can I do
What can I say
I need a place to hide away
Just for a while, just for a smile
Just for a life I used to know

The perfect song were filled with
Words of love and not with anger
What if they go
What if they leave me far behind
[
'Cause I don't wanna be alone
Living life for on my own
I don't want to live my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
'Cause I want to be with people that I know

Who would do the things I do
Making all my dreams come true
I don't recognize the shadows at my door
Though I've seen them all before
Because the only thing I really want
Is to be with you

I'm laying in bed listening to this song repeatedly. one of the song that makes me calm, happy, and lively. I'm wondering if there is any chance for me to have what i want. I cant only wait for the miracles. I'm afraid to lose You. I live to make other people happy or even happier than me. People never know me. I am not what i ought to be. Sometime its hard to smile just to make others feel better. I like fake smile 'cause i know how the way they feel just to create a smile in front of others. pretty cool yeah. 


I just want to lay on my bed and don't ever ever try to wake me up. 




Saturday, September 24, 2011

Hari (Petang) Yang Indah Lagi Gembira

Assalamualaikum Salam 1 UiTM

Hello reader/readers.
Macam lama kan tak update. memang pun. buka blogspot keje blogwalking je bukan reti nak update. dah nak pukui 12 malam tapi tak tdo lagi. memang mengantuk tapi sengaja berjaga nak update blog sbab saja mengada nak share cerita best. hari ni memang best la bro!

Actually pagi td dlm lebih kurang pukul 7.45 am ada sesi Kemahiran Insaniah di fakulti. sesi ceramah blablabla macam dengar macam tak. haha dengar laaaa tapi sempat la main game dengan fynaz. datang lmbat, duk tengah belakang2, tau tau je lah buat apa kalau dengar ceramah ye dak. bukan sejam dua tapi 5 jam wehh. blablabla and the rest is history. cehh kemain lagi nok.

Okay tanak la cerita pasal ceramah whatsoever tu. titeww nak cerita pasal LDK phuuuuuuuhaaaa or dlm erti kata yg lain, Latihan Dalam Kumpulan. hahaha dah lama tak main main macam budak kecik masa zaman kecik2. huihuihui that LDK saved my day! happy happy happy. see aku dah mention sampai thrice maksudnya memang betul2 awesome lah! first mcm biasa la sesi ice breaking. hehe segan babe sebab bila dia tanya apa matlamat utk 5-10 tahun akan dtg, aku kata tak fikir lagi yang penting nak belajar belajar and belajar. kehkeh padahal semua org duk confident cakap nak jadi legal advisor la, lawyer la, hakim, majistret and apa apa laaaa.

lepas tu kitorang maaaaaainnnnn jew. jehjehjeh main permainan burung,sangkar and MBSA. pemenang hanya 3 orang. and aku menang! aku, k dan mujahid. hehehe. best tapi main mcm takut2 plus cuak sbb siapa kalah awal kena denda sifir seput sedut. pheeewwww. lepas tu second game, kitorang main tarian sudu ayam (same as below) and facy akan nyanyi and bagitahu last sentence for every song whether we have to form a 1/2/3/4/5/6/67/8/9/10 person into a group. ehem ehem aku and mek Qis pulak yang menang kali ni. kehkehkeh kemain sejuk lagi tangan aku. yela lepas habis je lagu hujung tu kena cepat2 cari orang utk buat group. sampai main tarik2 and peluk2 je. hahahha yang dua ni memang syok habis. dah mcm tsunami dah kelas LDK tu. 




lepas tu macam biasa la ada presentation pasal problematic question yang if ada a bunch of people yang stay inside a building yang nak collapse in an isolated island, sapa yang kita nak selamatkan dulu. that's LAME :pp after that kitorang main permainan meneka ke ability sebiji bola untuk bertukar dlm apa jua bentuk. haa yang ni pun cuak jugak sebab i'm not that creative pasal the innovation-thingy ni. hahha at least i changed a ball utk menjadi bantal kira okaaayy what. haaa ada lagi satu main pengiraan pantas di mana kita perlu duduk dalam satu bulatan besar dan kira nombor start dari satu dan seterusnya tetapi setiaap gandaan 5 haruslah ditukar kepada perkataan BOTOL hahhahaa yang ni pun memang serious takut, creepy, and blabla sejuuk tangan aku. sebab lima terawal yang terkeluar kena denda. and mcm td diorg kena denda berlakon babak seorg suami yang mempunyai 4 isteri. haha memang gelaaaaak je tak habis2. boleh hilang tension do. and the last thing we did ialah part for communication skill (lelaki vs perempuan) kena babbling sampai la salah satu mengalah. haha lelaki menang tipis. ceit depaaa semua dok CHEATING! 

Okay dah tamaaat cerita. memang padat harini dari pukul 0745 tadi sampailah 1840 petang tadi. memang penat sikit tapi happy sebab bergembiraaaa je harini. yelah start next week memang akan busy pulak. btw, lupa nak bagitahu yang kiteww :p sukaaa group LDK kita tadi. besssshhhh bro ;)


Happy sangat sangat. macam nak lompat lompat je :DD

Ohh lupaa dah janji dengan diorg nak g library esok. nak cari kes pasal Udayakumar a/l Suppiah v Ganga Tharan a/l Shanmugam . haaaih weekend pun macam hari hari biasa dah sekarang ni ye. okaylah dah nak pukul satu. so Goodnight semuaaaaa. ;)

Monday, September 5, 2011

I'm Done Packing

Assalamualaikum and Salam Eid Mubarak

I hate packing. 
With two luggage,backpacks, paper bags and some plastic bags.
That's how i packed everything.

Tomorrow is the day. 
Wish me luck.
See you guys again.

and take care too.